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2007-02-09T07:45:00.000-08:00

It's been a long long time since I last blogged. I wonder who will still visit a deserted blog like mine. hahaha. Well, I'm too busy to blog these days and I also don't come online very often. I will have to blame my faulty computer for this. But now I'm smart enough to bring back the school laptop to use! muahaha.

It's actually quite tiring to wake up early in the morning for five days in a week. But surprisingly, time really passed very quickly in school. And you will find yourself leaving the school at 6 plus 7pm, feeling like you have not done alot of things for the one whole day. So, my new job is not that easy also, considering I have to reach the school before 7.30am and always leaving the school at 6 plus 7pm. Some more the day itself can get worse if you encounter horrible students who just pissed you off totally. So, in this case, optimism is necessary to continue to survive. But then there are also students who will definitely make your heart whole again. Their innocence, obedience and cuteness will be able to help you last for the entire week :)

2006-12-27T07:53:00.000-08:00

SALE SALE SALE

"These are all our regular items but for robinson card member you'll enjoy a 20% discount." That is what I kept repeating for the past two days. I guess people really like sales alot! For example when i say the usual price for this particular dress is $199 but now is only $59. And on top of that you will get another 20% discount if you have the robinson card. So, normally after I said this, customers will automatically buy! hahaha simply because the sales is really too irresistible! And is really too wu hua already! hahaha. So, I finally understand why I like sales alot too! hahaha. Another typical trait of us is that we like cheap and new stuffs. People always want brand new pieces. But too bad sales items are all on display. hahaha. But then I always have a sense of satisfaction when I manage to get a new piece for customers although the store room for new pieces is like damn far! This is because I want to have new pieces too when I buy clothes! hahaha. So, please give me new pieces next time when I ask for them. hahaha.

But now I'm damn sad lol! I just bought a black skirt from my counter. You know what, I shop while I'm working. So, if I like the shirt or skirt, I will just keep them in a drawer then my mum will help me to make payment later. Isn't it brilliant? hahaha. But then I'm so sad now because the skirt I just bought which I really like it alot has a flaw! And the flaw is a tear somewhere near the zip. I shouldn't have told my mother because I know better than anyone else that the skirt I bought is the last piece and I would not be able to get an exchange for a perfect one. And now they ask me to refund! That means I will get back the full sum of money my mum paid but no more skirt! HOW SAD?! So sometimes ignorance can be blissful. At least I'll be able to keep the skirt but just that I don't know I can keep it for how long. I'm so sad! :(

2006-12-23T22:57:00.000-08:00

Merry, Merry Christmas!

I'm so lazy to blog these days. Actually is not just plain lazy but also because of my failing computer. I kept experiencing network down for the past 1 week. But thankfully my uncle came to my place to help me with it. If not I would have a sad sad christmas. hahaha. And I'm also too broke to buy a new computer now. Lol. So I better take good care of my ageing computer from now till next year when I feel rich enough to buy myself a laptop. Anyway, I'm starting to work as a sales girl at centre point starting from next tues onwards. So people if got time remember to come visit me and not disturb okay? hahaha. Now I'm waiting to shu's place for a steamboat feast! hahaha. We shall wreck havoc and party all night at her place! hahaha.

2006-11-28T05:39:00.000-08:00

Where have all the jobs gone?
I seriously need a job, I need money urgently but then I also don't know what I need to use the money for. But still I really feel broke. I know why I need to find job so badly unlike others who can spend all they want and finding a job is the last thing they would do. That is because I don't have rich parents or rich boyfriend. hahaha. Sounds so materialistic right? But I guess I need to be realistic, there is no paradise. I really think I've become more cynical nowadays.
I really really want to be free. Although there are no more examinations for the moment, I can't feel that I'm totally free. Somehow, something is suffocating and preventing me from getting the freedom and happiness I want. I don't want to be restricted to do things that sound right. I just want to be happy. But apparently, I can't for some strange reasons I really can't.
I just want to get away but provided you let me go. I just want to continue without you. Somehow, you doesn't really make a difference to me now. I really don't wish to be tied down for no reason and I'm really not happy with my life now. I just want to get away myself.

2006-11-18T21:52:00.000-08:00

Too much words to say, too much time to waste.

I used to lose focus while i was studying, thinking about what to do after A levels. There seem to be many things I want to do. There are some things I held back for very long, so now is time to unleash them and give them a nice ending. It is not very good to suspend them in the air halfway and nowhere. And I guess I can't really move on with that "thorn" in my heart. But how am I going to do about that? thinking
The most important thing to do is to recontact my old friends. We seemed to lose contacts already. But someone will have to initiate and maintain the relationship and that shall be me! It's quite sad to have lesser friends when I grow older. So, since I have the time I will take the initiative.
Next, I need a job! I need money to buy clothes, go overseas and also save for uni!
I have a dream now! It 's time to make initiatives to take a step closer and realise my dream!

2006-09-23T11:16:00.000-07:00

It's 2:10 now. And I just cannot sleep. I kept turning and tossing around until I was so fed up with myself. So I get up and come online again. I need someone to talk to. But I couldn't find anyone. So, I can only blog. There's something wrong with me but I don't know what. Nobody can help me, I'm on my own.

2006-09-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

I'm totally bored now. Suddenly, I feel that I've lots of time to waste although in fact it is not true. But I just cannot get myself to study now. I wonder how my classmates can pick up the momentum to mug again when the mood of playing still lingers. I've promised myself to get started after tomorrow. After tomorrow which is monday, we will be back in school again, facing the grades we are getting and I believe that is enough to knock some sense in me to get me going again. But now I only feel like doing nothing and waste life.

Sometimes have is equivalent of not having.

2006-09-22T07:35:00.000-07:00

Here I am blogging again. Life has been great these few days. No mugging for me, I just need to take a break and catch up on what I've missed the past few weeks. But all these fun and simple activities are just temporary. As I have said earlier, they are rewards after a stressful period. And very soon, I'll be burying myself in notes and tys again. I cannot be completely free until 17 november. By then, I will have all the time to blog and doing all the simple things in life EVERYDAY, do until I'm sick of them. It's not far away from now, in fact it's near. It's just another 8 weeks from now. So, everything shall remain as it is and no one should be affected by anyone as nobody has the right to affect the person who is taking the A's.

2006-09-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

You Gotta Be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold,
you gotta be wiser
You gotta hard, you gotta be tough,
you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool,
you gotta be calm, you gotta stay together.
All I know, all I know
Love will save the day

How true right? My favourite song for the day.
Well, prelims are officially over. There are just too many things i want to do right now. I missed listening to songs, blogging, watching tv and chatting with friends. These are like simple things in life but I seem to miss them out for a long while. They are no longer simple things but some kind of luxury. Maybe that's the good thing about mugging cos simple things will not be taken for granted. They are rewards after a stressful period when you only live and survive with your books. Each day is a repeat of yesterday when you wake up early in the morning, tear the pages one by one and swallow each line and each word, digest them and them throw them all out again. But sometimes you digest the wrong stuffs and throw out the wrong things. And then you panic. It's really not easy at all, sometimes I really doubt I can survive through the A's simply because the stress is really too great to handle. And I wonder how long more can i take it? Will my stamina last me till the end? But still I believe whether I make it or not, it's in my destiny. And love will save the day =)

2006-07-22T09:52:00.000-07:00

I'm a little blessed woman

G.R.A.T.I.T.U.D.E
I had a wonderful 18th birthday. I really worried for nothing before hand, all thanks to my paranoia. I actually forgot the fact that everything will sure fall nicely in place since it was my birthday. hahaha. And I'm really glad that everything that had happened had made me happy. First and foremost, I had a dinner with my volleyball teamates at marche last sunday. It was an early celebration because dee felt that we won't end on the same time together on my actual day. And guess what she was right! Then, dee lied to me that shu had stomache but actually she went to buy a cake for me. And yet i stupidly believed that she had a bad and serious stomache as she really went for too long but come to think of it now it's really long enough for me to suspect something. So when we left the place, she appeared with a cake and that really really surprised me! hahaha. That was something I didn't really expect. So, once again thank you shu for rushing here and there to get me a cake. And of cos my dear dee for that white lie. hahaha.
On my birthday:
First thing in the morning, I received one packet of bagua from my classmates. It was from weejia, weijing and selina! It must be weejia's idea because he's the only one who will call me bagua just because of my name. So, the bagua was from jinzhen xiang~ hahaha. Don't understand why my name will always get associated with restaurants and now bagua lol. hahaha but the bagua was really nice. And most importantly, the chinese compo from weejia really made my day. It's like beautifully written! Thanks weejia! :)
Then, my hao jie mei gave me one super duper cute and creative present. It's a voice recorder soft toy. I really love it cause I feel that it's quite meaningful in some sense. hahaha. And every now and then I'll press to hear. hahaha.
Next, my clique gave me a box with a belt, necklace and a pair of earrings in it. All pretty pretty pretty. hahaha. Thanks girls!
The highlight of the day: Eugene bought me a cake from secret receipe because I mentioned about the cake there on his birthday. But i'm really guilty for not buying a cake for him! I'm sorry eugene...I promise to get you one next year. hee. And thanks for asking all my friends to come and celebrate with me. You made me feel loved in every way. Thanks alot! Muarksss! hahaha.
When it was dinner time, my mama cooked western food for me. But sad to say, her skills were not as pro as before. hahaha. But at least she did cook and it was really long since she last cooked a meal for me. Thanks, my wonderful mama!
Finally, dee shu and jia bought me a ripcurl bag. It was a present I chose myself. hahaha. I love the colour, shape and eveything. It's gorgeous! hahaha. And I love them as much as I love the bag! hahaha thanks girls!
I hope I didn't miss out anyone. Oh ya a big thank you for everyone who had wished me in one way or another! hee.

I'm a little blessed woman

2006-07-14T23:08:00.000-07:00

I wonder who will still visit my dormant blog. Actually, I wanted to change to a new skin when it was 1st July. I thought July was supposed to be a month of fun with many personal events coming up. But the month of fun is being destroyed. Anyway, I believed is a month of fun for many many people. It seems like we'll get to hear a birthday song being sang almost everyday in some corner of the school. Looks like the whole world is celebrating their birthday in the month of July. Unfortunately, mine falls on same day of July as well. It's like nothing special when people are busily highlighting others birthdays. I guess mine is only one in a hundred faces. And even I'm busily highlighting others birthdays which gradually made me forgot that hey I'm one of the July babies as well. I want to become 18 so desperately and yet I'm afraid of the actual day itself. It seems like I don't want my birthday to come now because I've yet to make up my mind how I really want to celebrate it and who will I want to celebrate with. Maybe I'm being paranoid because birthday itself is a happy thing and you'll naturally be happy I guess. But now I begin to wonder what can actually make me happy and who can make me feel special. So, will I be happy even if I choose to be happy? Is it really a matter of choice? I wonder...

2006-01-28T21:35:00.000-08:00

I'm stuck at my mum's side grandma's house. I'm bored! I wished to spend a while more longer at my dad's side grandma's house. So, I will be able to get more ang bao from my aunts and uncles. *practical* hahaaa
But most importantly, my handsome but "old" cousin came as well. Oh well, he has been praising me like since last night. So, it's time for me to praise him too!

2006-01-28T05:49:00.000-08:00

CHINESE NEW YEAR is just a few hrs away. But there's lots of things to do before the reunion dinner. The most important thing is SPRING CLEANING! So, i spent the whole afternoon clearing the mess on my table. I tidied my cupboard as well. What needs to be thrown must be thrown. And I realised I kept many many useful and useless things with me. I know if I never throw the useless things away now, they will still continue to take up my limited space. But when I wanted to throw the things into the bin, I a bit can't bear with it. So, I end up thinking about its possibility of becoming useful again. Sounds like a garang guni? hahaaa
Sometimes people are really strange, we just can't throw things as we wish. Even when we know the things left are taking too much space and one year later they will still be resting there at the same spot untouched. Even when we know they must be thrown away. We would rather they lie somewhere at a corner of our rooms silently and only be remembered one year later when we are doing our spring cleaning again. See the way we regard our useless things, so what about our memories?

2006-01-22T07:18:00.000-08:00

Girls are really funny.
Even when they know the typical answer to the question they want to ask, yet they still want to ask. When the answer is not the ideal one they are looking for, then they will be sad. So, why in the first place they still want to ask? That's simply because they just hope that there's 0.0000000001 percent of an ideal answer.

2006-01-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

Oh mans! I'm being scolded for not blogging! hahaaa
I'm really sorry people for making you all to make a waste trip here for clicking my link. heeee
I think I might as well close down my blog. hahaaa *kidding*
Well, I just hope I will have more time to update, more time to sleep, more time to watch tv and more time for shopping! So apparently, I don't have much time for these activities these days. There's always piles and piles of work to do. Just take GP for example, The Straits Times is my homework daily! My awesome GP tutor just wants almost every articles to be filed into our reading file. So, we might as well just punch holes in our newspaper and file everthing inside right? I'm just kidding lahs and I doubt anyone will dare to do that. hahaaa! Anyway, CNY is like 1 week away! Oh mans that's my favourite period of year. That's time for celebrations, gatherings and feasts. Time to meet my relatives again after 1 year, hor kor? hahaaa

*Counting down to CNY*

2006-01-01T08:50:00.000-08:00

HERE I COME, SENTOSA!
MUAHAHAAA!

2005-12-31T09:02:00.001-08:00

TIME TO BID FAREWELL TO 2005 AND WELCOME 2006!

2005-12-30T09:35:00.000-08:00

My Reflections
It's the last day of the year already. It's time to stop and look back at the path i've chosen to walk this year. It's always quite interesting when we recall and look back.

I think the most regretful thing I've done this year was to lose 2 matches. One was the aj semi and the other was the youth cup finals. These 2 matches really had a great impact on me as they had made me realised that success don't come so easily as i had always thought so. But there's always next year huhhh. That's the typical way to motivate ourselves. So, how will we fare next year? I shall make a little wish now and I'll tell you again if my wish come true or not next year.

Then, u appeared along the way and I'm glad u appeared. I still remember I happened to meet u at city hall mrt station. From that day onwards, our lives changed because our paths crossed.

Well, not forgetting dee and shu. We are still happily sticking to one another and playing volleyball. A shrinking wheeweeee! They are my best pals who will always be there to tolerate my nonsense and craps. Thanks mans! (Lili and min: If not for the different choice you two have made, we will still be able to crap and have lots of fun all day long.) But absence makes the heart grows fonder, so we are still best pals don't worry. And min can I just have you and only you the next time we meet up again? I think we had a great eh belated X'mas this year. It's really rare that the seven of us actually got together and celebrate. So, can we have more of such gatherings next year, every X'mas? heee

The choices I've made are not meant to be chosen. They are meant to be happened. So when I look back again, I realise it's just part of my destiny.

2005-12-24T07:13:00.000-08:00

I have a bad feeling about blogging these few days. That night after i came back from my class chalet, i wrote a long entry about our fun chalet. But who knows my precious computer suddenly decided to give me a surprise. It just AUTO SHUT DOWN before i can even post my entry. WELL DONE! So what other surprises it's planning to give me today?
Today is X'mas eve! But does it look or smell like X'mas coming?! NOooo!!! It's a cold war X'mas waiting to come. I never expect u to just give up trying even when i did not response twice or thrice. But u just gave up. Okay u can blame me for not responding, but that's girls' power. But u never even try to sound apologetic. So, does not mean i'm at fault and trying to be unreasonable here? Well, if u really think this way, then too bad! It's a cold war X'mas waiting to come then.

Stupid period. Terrible cramps!!!!

2005-12-08T07:18:00.000-08:00

TADAH!
I'm back in Singapore.
But i really missed the cold weather there and the days when i need to wear 4 layers of clothes.
Now 1 layer also cannot tahan already.
The hotness in Singapore today is totally unbearable.
ARGH!!! If only Singapore has winter, that will be cooool! hahahaaa
I bought lots n lots of things.
*1 luggage of stuffs*
hahahahaa!
I spent exactly $350 sing dollar there!
Not a penny less or more.
But don't worry, i didn't get conned this time round.
The things i bought were cheaper than many other shops.
hehe never get cheated!

*i need more sleep still although i have slept from 330 to 930 just now. 6 full hrs but still not enough!* hahahaaa

2005-10-09T00:43:00.000-07:00

My blog is finally alive again huhh
hahaaa!
Cos promos is finally over!!!
wooooooo!
I've got lotssss of things to do.
1. SHOPPING
2. SENTOSA
3. CHIONG VCD
4. I REALLY NEED MORE EXERCISES!

And do u like my new layout?
Please don't say no cos i really love it!
As much as i love u! muahahaaa

2005-09-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

It's ending.
The 1 week sept holidays just going to disappear like that.
And never comes back.

Term 4 is going to be shorttt!
Before we are well prepared enough, it's promos!!!
Then before we realise it's promos, it's over!!!!!
hahaaaa! But hope we are not that lagging.
So just mug hard for now for about 3 more weeks.
And time just flies.
Soooon, we will be enjoying ourselves again!

There's just tooo much coincidences.

2005-09-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

I'm sooo boreddd.

Heart that no longer hurts.

Hand that no longer feels.

Wounds that no longer heal.

Words that no longer mean.

Jokes that no longer funny.

Apples that no longer sweet.

Medicine that no longer cures.

Zhen who want to be free.

Zhen who never change!

I'M SOOO BOREDDD!

2005-09-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

DEE NEEDS MY LOVE!

I had a great time mugging with the gals today. Well, we were supposed to mug but when more than 4 gals got together, that's quite impossible. I realised something i love dee more now! She's soooo cute and sweet! So, i shall announce that we are officially together. Sorry min u are my past! muahahahaaa!

2005-09-04T23:43:00.000-07:00

hi. i am at shuhui's house and i am declaring my love for dee here! yay.

2005-08-31T23:55:00.000-07:00

How long is long?
How short is short?
I'm still looking for my answer.
But one thing for sure.
The promos is soooo near!
About 32 more days.
THAT'S SHORT!
Time to work hard!
And there shall be lotsss and lotsss of fun after promos!

There's grand finale of superstar tml.
I hope kelly win though i wanted derrick!
But he's out!
And still cute! muahahaaaa!

2005-08-26T01:24:00.000-07:00

A new template, but i'm not really satisfied! I think i've spent too much time choosing and choosing. After about 2 hrs, i still have no idea of what i'm going to have! That's sad. So, i just changed for the sake of changing. Can a new template that will make me for fall it just drop from the sky?

2005-08-21T01:24:00.000-07:00

I'm a jigsaw lover!
You never fail to make my day!
If everything is a dream,
I'll want to sleep forever.

muahahahaa!
smilessssssss!

2005-08-15T18:59:00.000-07:00

ANTAGONISM

I need to say this now, right away. If not i'll be sooo disturbed the rest of the day. I'm not angry about having training or tuesdays instead of fridays. But i'm unhappy about the way U brought your message across. U said it's immposible to change the training days for my sake only. U said the majority wants training on tuesdays. U said i had my selfish reason. WTH! I seriously think there's something wrong with you tone and thoughts.
The girls have always been training for tuesdays thursdays and saturdays that's because U got tuition on thurdays. Fair enough we COMPOMISED for your sake ONLY! But now we only have training for 1 day per week. There's 5 days in a week for us to choose from. I see no reason to have training on tuedays when we can have it on fridays. Mind U there's school on wednesdays but NO SCHOOL on saturdays. So i prefer to study on tuesdays and training on fridays. That's my logical way of thinking which U cannot change! But U think that i wanted fridays only because for my selfish reason. Mind U i not that wu liao ok?! But who don't have any selfish personal reason. U all sure have your selfish personal reasons to have training on tuesdays. But it just happened that my choice is less popular. Okay fine majority wins. Training on tuesdays is final but i do wish to have it on fridays. That's what i feel and prefer still. I know i cant be unreasonable to make the majority change to something which they don't like. That's not fair to them either. So, i can only be unfair to myself! That's how the wrold functions.

2005-08-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

I'm not really happy this morning.
I'm angry with people who just sit there and talk.
I'm pissed with people who becomes hot-tempered when they are doing things that i've been doing.
I've spent my whole life pleasing people.
I've played my part as a daughter to keep the house as clean as possible.
I did all the household chores that u can name.
I really did my best in maintaining the cleanliness.
At least i don't go around choking the toilet bowl with toilet papers like she did.
But u never seem to be pleased and satisfied.
There u go whining and grumbling away not knowing how much time daddy and i have sacrified just to make u happy.
And it hurts me the most when u say u are tired of this family or rather this house.

2005-08-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

I'm the happiest woman on earth.
I get to watch smell and feel the fireworks! I feeel sooooo close to it! It's just right in front my very eyes!!!! But is a long wait, it's terrible tiring standing there and WAIT! A good thing, there's u standing right beside me! That made me the happiest happiest woman on earth!

I'm flyinggg to "touch" the fireworks! woooooooootz! =DDD

2005-08-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

hahahaaa! Since it's national day, i have to be patriotic. But i do love Singapore, there's defintely more than 40 reasons to celebrate. I really love the celebrations. There's sooo much fireworks going on. Three days in a week! I can't imagine how much Singapore has to spend for a few moments in these three days. But who cares when it's simply gorgeous and magnificent. That's how spoilt Singaporeans are. Hopefully, i'm able to smell the fireworks!

i wanna watch with u!

2005-07-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

I just realised something. All the tagboards in blogs are down!!! That includes mine and all the blogs i've visited. I wonder whether i'm the only one facing such problem. So, i cant tag anywhere!
I had a boring weekend. There's no fun at all! I was at home all the while doing tons of homework. BORING! But i'm kinda looking forward to the next weekend. Hopefully, i can be out under the sun! hahahaaa!
I miss going school.

I want to be a pillow.
muahahaaa!

2005-07-29T23:52:00.000-07:00

I just realised that i was quite detached from blogs! I haven't been online for the past 1 week. That's why i've not been blogging that frequently. I'm kind of lazy! Simply i'm not into the mood of blogging nowadays. I just want to sleep more!

2005-07-21T22:14:00.000-07:00

ahahaaa! THNX TIFFY!

2005-07-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

I'm finally 17! 1 more yr to my perfect 18! hahahaa!
Anyway, i got quite a long list of people i wanna thanks for making my bdae really wonderful!
First on the list: LAO PENG YOU! muahahaaa!!! I really like the post cards u made for me. I thought only ur ou xiang will get that. To my surprise, i've gotten 1 from u. So, does that make me ur ou xiang? Am i promoted?! hahahaa!
Next: WENDY TAN ZHAO RONG! hahahaaa! I really lurve the bag just as much as i lurve u! hahahaa! But i'm still guilty, ur Paul Frank pencil box. I shall let u niam me until i've finally gotten u sth nice from Paul Frank. At most i wont tease u and ur "burger king". hahahaa!
Then, MY DAO SAO n seniors(ying, xiany, han) for the lovely gifts! I'll eat the cookies as slowly as possible! But i need to do more exercises after that! hahaaa! Also, i've to make a special thanks to my kor! hahahaaa!
Xiao libero!!! She makes me a fan of powerpuff girls! hahahaa! cute stationery! hahahaa!
My classmates!!! The clique i always hang out with during my breaks(selina, jiahui, jiahan, liane, peirong, yanxi) They have bought me slippers and shirt! Sooo thoughtful of them!!! ahahahaa!
But laura, diana, serene and qinfang kill me please. I've left the prezzie they gave me at some unknown place. Somewhere i can't even rmb. When i got off the train, i then suddenly realised that the red plastic bag was not with me. I began to recall where i had misplaced it. I thought it was on the floor of the reading room, or the table outside the reading room, or at the platform at yck station, or on the train itself. Ahhhh! So many possibilities! I don't know where. I seriously think that it is being coped by some person without integrity already! HMPH!
ANDY HONG! u've made into my top 10 chart!!! hahahaa! MY HAO JIE MEI surely cannot forget to mention u! hahahaa! The card is pretty creative but can i have somebody else's photo? muahahahaa!
hahahaaa! Have been waiting for ur name to appear rite? hahahaa! Won't forget u de lahs. The bottle u've made for me is soooo nice! I love it to bits! And not forgetting the shirt too! Yes, i'm in love with it! hahahaa!

I'm such a xing fu little girl! hahahaa! I want to indulge in my own world with my own happiness! hahahaa! I'm really really grateful for the wonderful friends i've met! A BIG THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! =p

2005-07-17T23:02:00.000-07:00

I'M SOOO HAPPY!!!
muahahahaaaa!
A big thanks to AIAI for the beautiful shirt! It will suit me perfectly! hahahaaa!
Also, thanks lots to princess lili! hahahaaaa! The shiny watch with lotsa "diamond" hahahaaa! I'm the happiest person on earth! lalalalala~

2005-07-17T00:25:00.000-07:00

It's sooo near!
It's a long wait. But now i don't wanna it to come sooo fast! Cos it'll just come and go quickly. I'll always worry what if the day isn't that fun as i wanted it to be. I want the day to be as memorable as possible. I want the whole world to wish me happy birthday. I want to receive prezzies. I want to make as many wishes as possible. I want to eat without thinking of putting on weight. I want to be the happiest person on earth. But what if it is not the case. Then i'll possibly have to wait for another 365 days for it again. And the cycle goes on and on until one day i no longer want to wait for my bdae.
Anyway, i'm going out for dinner with the girls tml! I'm looking forward to it! The girls(wo de zui ai). Can i have pizza tml? hahaaa!

2005-07-11T21:36:00.000-07:00

Just 8 more days

I was looking at the cards the girls gave me last year on my birthday. What the girls wrote for me still kind of warmed me though it's already one year later. Their words still mean alot to me even till now. But some things are sooo different from what we initially thought of one year ago.
I remembered min telling me that we would both be able to go into NYJC and dominate there hopefully. But! There's always a but! One year later, we've found both of us in different schools. That doesn't spell the end of our special "ups and downs" friendship. Absence actually makes the heart grow fonder. I must admit that i really miss this girl though she's always indulging in her own world and happiness. No matter what, she'll always be my AIAI! muahahaaa!
Deex, the girl who always get to enjoy that sweet number of hers first. Then, she would start suaning me of NC16 shows last year. Not fair, she's going to suan me again next year of M18 shows! HMPH! But like lili always says, deex will get to use anti-aging products earlier than all of us. muahahaa! I remembered last year i really thought i would never get to meet this sweet girl again in the same school. But looks like our memories do not just end in PHS but continue to bring forward to AJC! Seee, she miss me! muahahaa!
Oh lili, the bimbo who had decided to praise me for once since it was my birthday last year. hahahaa! She said my responsibility was to cheer everyone up. I feel that her responsibility is to make everyone laugh. I simply love the way she talks! Soooo bimbotic!!! hahahaaa! Got such word? But this girl definitely has lots of sense and character. Though she has already left us for home economics, we will always be good friends forever. Right? =p
Last but not least, my "shi nian lao peng you". Actually, it's only nine years. But "shi nian" sounds better! muahahaaa! Write complaint letter also must praise first right? *sounds familiar?* Anyway, it's just amazing that both of us are still sticking to each other after a decade. What to do? She tai ai wo le! muahahaaa! I got a strong feeling that we will still end up in the same university one and a half year later. She simply can't bear to leave me! Or should i say i'm the one who can't live without her! hahahaaa!

P/S: Thanks deex and shu for letting me to choose my prezzies today! U girls rock my world! *muarks* (",)

2005-07-10T00:22:00.000-07:00

I went to watch War of the Worlds just now. It's not that nice as i expected. But Tom Cruise worth the ticket price! hahahaaa! And u made my day too! hahahaa! =P

Anyway, training going to resume sooon! I dread PT!!! I don't wanna bang onto the MPH doors again! Please give me 101 excuses to get away from PT! =(

2005-07-08T22:58:00.000-07:00

I've never felt sooo pissed before!
A little incident happened just now when i was on my way home. When i was just a few steps away from my block, my mummy called me and asked me to go sembawang mrt station bread shop to take the bread she ordered and paid in the morning. Obviously, my first instinct was 'i die die also won't walk back AGAIN!' But after a little confrontation and consideration, i got no choice but to go back and take. I was like curse and swear in my heart while i was walking back. I was really pissed off! It's written all over my face. I think i give others an impression that i've just broke off with my boyfriend and will breakdown anytime. But i was really hungry and tired! Somemore my house is super duper far away from the mrt station. Trust me u won't wanna walk back again when u are just a few steps away from my block. Actually, my mummy had tried to call me and tell me about it when i was in school. But i happened to be away. She then left me a sms which was unable to read. When i called her back again, she didn't answer my call. So when she called me back that time i was already at somewhere far away from mrt station. The part i very angry was that bread still need to order mehs? Just go in straight to buy can liao what! Why so ma fan order? If nobody went to collect, the money would be wasted! But anyway, i'm okay now. And i just gotten my first ang bao for my bdae! muahahahaaa! =p

2005-07-05T17:02:00.000-07:00

LATE
I'm late today! I woke up at 7! Nobody bothers to wake me up. My alarm clock was switched off when i woke up myself. I can't even rmb if it was me who had switched off the alarm clock. But it could only be me! hahahaa! I'm tooo tired! I also a bit shi mian last night. All thanks to my sis for her loud music! Haisss, my life becomes sooo different after she comes home to stay. We have to share our internet connection. When she's surfing the net, i can't use! So, i can only have my time slot in the afternoon when she's out to work. arghhhh! She won't care or ask if i want to use at night. She'll just say I WANT TO USE! IRRITATING, SELF-CENTRED, SPOILT! *qi si wo le* But hopefully we can change the modem and can use at the same time.
Anyway, my classmates saw DAVID BECKHAM just now! They spotted a very nice car and when they looked into the car. They saw BECKHAM! I'm soooo jealous lahs! I almost saw too but we were quite behind them. They saw the car making a turn at the traffic light there. We should have walked with them! *sobs*

2005-07-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

*ouch! My skin hurts! But i'm not roasted yet. heee! The sun tanning ytd was not that bad. I should say the weather was pretty good. The rain in the afternoon was very welcome! It lasted for a short while. So, i'm not that dark lahs! But 1 thing for sure, i'm super tired! I slept for exactly 12 hrs lols. I don't know how shu can tahan. It's totally dreadful to go again today. Hopefully, i still can see her "alive" tml. hahaaa!
I can't go dee's blog again. Her blog don't like mi!
I can't tag lili's board cos i don't know where. So, i never tag. hahahaa!

2005-07-01T21:53:00.000-07:00

*ops* I just realised i haven't been blogging for very long. Heee! I'm just too lazy n busy to blog. Anyway, the 4 days of tests just come n go quickly. That's goood! ahahaaa! I need a well deserved break, so i wanna have lotsa n lotsa fun till sunday! The fun has started ytd straight after our CL papers. We went shoppin n watched initial D. wooots! That's quite a nice show i think. Cos very entertaining but the ending like very abrupt. So, maybe there's a part 2 coming up. heee! GREAT! Just now we went shopping again n i bought quite alot of things. So, i've already spent 100 bucks these 2 days. It's just the starting of the month! I'm alreay broke. But the Great Singapore Sale is still going on, can't resist temptations! *grins* Anyway, tml sentosa! I can finally sun tanned. hahaaa!

I think i'm kinda looking forward to meeting u tml. heee!

2005-05-26T23:14:00.000-07:00

Joke of the year!

It's the thousand and one time that i've been repeating this story of mine. But i really think it's farnie which shows the super duper dumb side of me!!! It worth an entry here. So, if u have listened to the story live u may just want to skip part 1.

This morning i saw a super big insect at least 10cm wide lying on the floor of my living room. I thought it was a butterfly lahs but tiff said butterflies won't visit my house cos butterflies only like gardens. So, it's a moth, an ugly moth! It's like the moment i saw it, i went screaming and yelling like a mad woman to the kitchen. The smart me had decided to close my room's door in case it happened to wonder its way to my room. Then i went to bathe in my mummy's room. When i re-entered the living room, i realised it's not there anymore. But that ugly and "jian" moth had decided to disturb me further and settle on my room's door! Actually, i saw it when i wanna open the door. But i still tot that it would be nice and fly over me. So, i opened! And it just "attacked" mercilessly in my direction. I'm scared out of my wist lahs and took a few clumsy steps backwards. Don't know how and why i just lost my balance and my elbow hit onto the edge of a small wooden table behind me. My mummy was like wondering what had happened to me and rushed out of the kitchen. Well, looking at me, she also don't know whether to laugh or pity me. When i went back to my room to tie my hair, i suddenly realised that my elbow was bleeding profusely. That ugly moth was actually indirectly responsible for a small deep cut on my elbow. wth!!! It had also delayed me for 5 mins and i literally ran out of my house so as to catch the last train! Fortunately, i'm still on time!
*end of part 1*

During the morning break just now, me jia n yan ling bought food from the canteen and were happily eating on our way to the reading room. Just when we wanted to cross over from the audi there to the mph there, we met OM!!! But i still din realise he's OM until he asked jia for her ez-link card. I couldn't escape either! Solo survivor was yan ling cos she just finished her food on her way. But but but i only left the last mouthful of shun kua u now!!! I still thought kana caught 1 time was okay cos i still got 2 more chances. But who knows when i went to collect my ez-link card, there's CWO for me!!! I signed the form to report at general office at 1pm! Can i not go?! hahahaaa!

2005-05-25T22:26:00.000-07:00

I just want to be an ice cream seller

U must be wondering what ice cream seller i want to be? It's just those normal ice cream seller u see everywhere along the street and outside mrt station. That kind in motor with ice cream. Then when it's nearby, u'll hear the long ring ring sound. That kind lols!!! I actually lurve that kind of ice cream esp when i'm being served by super nice aunties and uncles who will give u more ice cream when u sweet talk them! hahahaaa! But everything comes back to 1 qn. Do they really lurve ice cream, that's why they want be be ice cream sellers? I wanna be an ice cream seller simply because i lurve ice cream!!! hahaaaa! How simple is that rite?! CHUN PU!

2005-05-23T01:02:00.000-07:00

Have u just entered my life?
Or have u just left?
What's the right feeling?
I'm not too sure!
But one thing for sure,
I've got commitments elsewhere.
So, maybe i just gotta throw u aside.

2005-05-23T00:47:00.000-07:00

concert

I had a great time with rara today. hahahaaa! She rocks my world!!! Anyway, the concert was nice! But somehow i don't really know how to appreciate much. Somehow, I still can sense that our aj band n CO pro! hahahaaa!

2005-05-21T01:08:00.000-07:00

wOOooo~

I lurve friday nights esp when there's a long weekend ahead. But i hate it when it comes to maths trigo tutorial! It's driving me nuts with its r formula!
Anyway, i lurve saterday afternoons too. There's wheewee unite! hahahaaaa!

2005-05-17T21:30:00.000-07:00

Obsession

I'm beginning to lurve my class!!!
We celebrated Zawiah's and Seok Hwee's bdae today.
Don't know there's sooo many ppl's bdae today.
hahahaaa!
Anyway, our class rep bought a cake and brought it up to LT2 during our last period.
U all must be thinking we should be having some lectures in LT2 rite?
But wrong! We were just having GP lesson as 30/05 only!
hahahaaaa!
But we actually used such a big place lol.
hahahaaa!
Who cares?!
The best part was that we were the last group of ppl using LT2.
After our super slack GP lesson, 30/05 sang bdae songs all that...(usual stuffs ya)
But what i really like most was the atmosphere.
When the candles were being lit up, we switched off the lights!
I then realised how beautiful can the glow of candles be.
If i were the bdae girl, my tears of happiness may just overflow.
hahahaaaa!
The atmosphere was really really heartwarming!
After which, the whole class settled down and listened to jokes!!!
hosted by Adib - a farnie and racist guy!
hahahaaaaa!
We started asking one another lame qns! (qian bian wen da ti)
Also, i had not forgotten to contribute the zhu xiao di story.
But nobody thinks it's farnie!!!
Well, i gotta try harder next time lol!
That's about it~
30/05 rocks my world! =p

2005-05-17T21:12:00.000-07:00

Obsession Ft. Baby Bash
by Frankie J

Its early in the morning
And my heart is really lonely
Just thinkin 'bout you baby
Gots me twisted in the head
And I dont know how to take it
But its driving me so crazy
I dont know if its right
Im tossin turning in my bed
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And I still cant sleep
Thinkin 'bout your beauty it makes me
weep
i'm feeling hopeless at home
I dont know what to do i think i'm in love
Baby...........

Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
than what am i feeling
what am i doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that I have in my heart

Now I know you're not my lady but i'm tryin to make this right
I dont know what to do Im going out of my mind
So baby if u let me kick it witchu then well maybe we could ride together
We could do this all nite now I dont care if you got a man
Baby I wish you'd understand
Cuz I know he cant love u right, quite like I can
Its 5 oclock in the morning
And i still cant sleep
Thinkin bout your beauty it makes me
weep
i'm feeling hopeless at home
I dont know what to do i think i'm in love

Amor no es amor (if this aint love)
then what am i feeling
what am i doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart

I love the way you freak it like that
I love the way you freak it like that
I love the way you freak it like that
Its an obsession

[Baby Bash]
Hold up let me dream
Shorty got me feelin serene
Where my candy, where my cream
Got your boy feel less supreme
Hold up wait a minute baby you so damn independent
Loving everything your representing
Got alot of money, I love to spend it
And thats whats up and I dont care what people scream
No im blessin when im stressin
My superfly beauty queen
Im gonna keep it saucy
Cuz my ma know how I do, we go rendevous, MI CORAZON BELONGS TO YOU

Amor ...no es amor (if this aint love)
then what am i feeling (what am i doing wrong) what am I doing so wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart
Amor ...no es amor (if this aint love)
then what am i feeling (what am i doing wrong) what am I doing so wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Is this an illusion that I have in my heart

Amor

2005-05-15T23:11:00.000-07:00

Weekend ending~

Guess what? I've just made a new friend whose bdae is just 1 day before me! That's soooooo qiao! Although this qiao-ness has happened before, i'm still quite surprised. Heee! Anyway, maybe this is it that has brought us to know each other? We never know! ahahaaa!

Anyway, the main point i wanna make today is that we can't possibly be living in the past all the time! We have to make new friends always. There are soooo many people out there for us to befriend with. So, why should we keep looking back and thinking how nice will it be if he/she is by my side when he/she has decided to live a life w/o u? But sometimes u'll realise that u and that person who has chosen to leave ur life will never be good friends or friends again simply because things will never be the same again.

2005-05-13T23:57:00.000-07:00

tiredness

Finally the weekend is here again! Really gotta take a good rest and let my muscle aches recover. My muscles have been aching since wed!!! All thanks to the very first training for NAFA by J Toh. My thighs and back suffered!!! abcdefg! Stupidly, we gotta take our NAFA ytd. Of cos, i literally screwed all. But heck!

Oh ya, when i was walking home just now, i saw this little girl running towards me and waving frantically in my direction. At the first glance, i think she looks familiar. I almost mistook her as my neighbour and wanted to make some response. But luckily, i decided to turn back. And i suddenly realised there's another girl running towards this little girl and waving frantically at the same time. I was just caught in the middle of the two of them!

YESHhhhhhhh! tml phs unite! wheeeeeweeeeeeee!

2005-05-10T21:48:00.000-07:00

wad da hell

Why can't things go according to what i've planned?

2005-04-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

IF ONLY

What is going through my mind right now? That's of cos to turn back time to ytd match when we were soooo close to winning. The 4th set when the score was 24-19. We were already one step more to our finals, yet we let it slip off just like that. So, if only we had taken that 1 point straight away, things would be very different now. But bad things had already happened, we had got no choice now but to face the harsh reality. It's really okay, there's always next year(that's the way of consoling ourselves). Of course, we still have our 1 last match against vj. That's our mini finals!!!! I refused to name it the 3rd n 4th. muahahahaaa~ I guarantee that will be sooo much nicer n exciting than the grand finals. At least to me. heeee~ So, let's take it in stride and continue to fight!!!

2005-04-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

FISH

I lost my water bottle and towel in ccab today during our match. Dunno how it's lost n where is it? But i just couldn't find!!! FISH
We've won today. Are we happy, overjoyed or over the moon?? nahhhhhhhhh~ not at all to me!!! I've got lots of thoughts suddenly and i've finally saw the real aj volleyball teams.
According to dee told li told me, when i was serving the ball just now right in front of ah shen just now, he didn't want to look at me at all. Instead he diao me and gave dee a feeling that i shouldn't be there(to serve the ball). Yes, maybe he's right. I shouldn't be right there serving the ball, setting the ball. Or maybe in the first place i shouldn't be in aj. How wonderful will that be right? Ah shen will be happy, everyone will be happy. The most important thing, i'll not face the vb politics and be a thorn in somebody's eyes. So how wonderful will that be if i'm in ny now right?
U'll properly be thinking why am i thinking all these at this point of time when we are only 2 matches to go and nearing our target. But nobody can stop me from feeling what i'm feeling right now. The present situation has forced me to think back and live in the past. I really hate to say this, but it's really true.
How will u play if nobody is there to support u? Or worse, how will u feel when ppl from ur own school dun even support your team? They just sit back and enjoy the atmosphere which gave me a feeling that we win or lose doesn't even matter to them. Oh well, we are like strangers in school and there's a segregation system. So, why should they support us? That's what the aj volleyball teams are like.
Come to think of it, we are just dumb to keep on cheering and clapping for them. *fish*
There's phy make up n chem make up tests tml.
*fish*

2005-04-20T22:15:00.000-07:00

heat stroke

Don't know what's wrong with the weather!!!! It's unbearable HOT today!!!! I totally agree with dee mans as i experienced the same thing when i was walking home today. It's like the heat gave u that kind of feeling of melting literally if u stood under the sun for a minute more. AHHHHhhhhhh! I was super tired as well, took a nap after bathing. I swear my thigh muscles hurt. All thanks to my tues morning PE of 2.4!!!! Now, i'm experiencing muscle cramps and i've got difficulty going down the stairs or even walking!!!! JIALAT!!!! So, if u see me not walking properly or having some wierd postures when i'm walking down the stairs, don't be surprised please!!!

Anyway, quater finals starting tml!!! nu li ba da jia~ rmb let's not be complacent!!! heeeeeeeee~ =D

2005-04-17T00:30:00.000-07:00

Fish and cheese bake rice

This was what i had for my lunch after training today. I joined ying, shan, jia and han just now. It's a cosy cafe at a CC near khatib station. Han brought us there. She's a food expert mans!!! who always know the nicest food all around S'pore. The western food we had ytd was equally delicious!!!! But just that the attitudes of the uncle and auntie there were kinda bad. Well, i still missed the western food there. We shall go there more oftenly after our matches at ccab ya? muahahahhaaaa~ =p
Oh ya, i was kinda lucky today. It started raining just now when i were at the cafe. So, i had got to wait for the rain to stop before i could go while jia they all were busily doing their hw. I'm the only one slacking there k? ahahahaa~ But it just took a while for the rain to stop. Han offered to walk me to the station cos i'm a road blind!!! heeee~ But the weather then don't look very good as it gave me that kind of feeling that it would pour anytime. When i reached smb, dark clouds were forming. Naturally, i fastened my pace. The moment i entered my house, it started raining cats and dogs. I wasn't wet at all!!! muahahahhaaaa~ *wink* heeee! (",)
I was super tired just now and took a nap in this cool and nice weather. heeee! But again, die ah!!! got sooooooo much hw to finish!!! i only managed to complete my CL compo today but my PI still undone!!! AHHHHhhhhhhhh!

2005-04-15T23:30:00.000-07:00

PHEW

The second match against MJC we had today was equally disgusting, esp the second set!!! We almost lost that set, it's sooooo close!!! Both of the teams literally became another teams during the second set. They became stronger and we became weaker. They fought hard and their defence was as nian as glue!!! We just couldn't seem to ping piang and score at one shot. Also, we kept making unnecessary mistakes. That made it much easier for our opponent to gain points effortlessly. ARGHhhhh~! But luckily, we still zheng zuo qi lai!!! fought back really really hard to win that set with a score of 26-24!!! PHEW~ Is it that we became complacent during the second set and had actually caused us to almost lose the set?? Maybe we were too relaxed!!! But anyway, let's treat it as a lesson. We need not have to fall hard in order to learn our mistakes right? This already had its effect on me. *scary* hahahahaaa~ How about u?

We have to be confident and steady but definitely not complacent... =P

2005-04-12T21:49:00.000-07:00

Today must blog

It's the rare tues night that we don't have training. So, i'm here blogging and chatting!!!! Though i was supposed to research something for PW, my momentum was totally lost the moment i came online. *jialat* duno when i can finish my PI. But anyway, let tml worries for itself. hahahaaa~ This period of time is really into the vb season. Can't really mug for now. Anyway, dee and i went to watched a boys match just now. We took taxi down k?? Cos we wanna make it on time to watch our a boys. But in the end, we spent more time watching NY play. muahahahaaa~ Anyway, NY is kinda good. The biggest threat for aj mans!!! Can't wait to see NY vs AJ...!!! Should be super duper exciting just like finals!!! muahahahaaa~ k lahs...we girls must also work hard for finals!!!! Mon was kinda disgusting because all of us were not used to the court. But things will only get better. *better be* heeee~ =D
-da jia nu li ba- (",)

2005-04-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

ALONE

I'm left alone at home again. Both my parents had gone out with their friends for some entertainment. I'm supposed to go with them but i'm just too busy with soooooooo many tutorials. Also, i'm really really tired and i believe i need plenty of sleep to recharge myself. I guess many many things had happened over the past 1 week. I'm kinda worn out. There's soooo many things i want to mention. But i simply couldn't think of the best way to put it across. Maybe a J1 should just shut up and not comment about anything esp in front of chers. Simply because we've got no stand there. The J1s are the xiao de while the J2s are the da de. Remember? The last time when i heard about xiao de n da de was when i was in phs. Xiao de refers to our c gals and da de refers to our b gals. So, when u are thinking this way, stop telling us a team is a team!!!! That really iriks me!!!!! u were just contradicting yourself. If u always think that u were right and the most neutral party, u were very wrong!!!!

Anyway, competition starting on mon!!!!! let's pray for the best for us, the aj vb teams. May our bodies, mind and spirit be renewed. Hopefully, we can put our personal matters aside and strive for champs!!!! The big picture---> the benefit of the whole team!!!! Do u see it?

2005-04-08T23:04:00.000-07:00

PHS DUPBLE CHAMP!!!!

muahahahaaaaa~ soooooooooo happy today!!!!! We went to support our phs b gals in the finals. It's really worth watching and it's what i called finals. The atmosphere was HOT!!!! But i really think jss girls were hotter!!!! Their spirits were super high. These actually helped them to win the 3rd and 4th sets. It's really very exciting. We cheered as if we were playing. It's really a tight match and the final whistle was blown at the score of 16-14 at the 5th set. That's it!!!! The born of the b gals champion of 2005!!!!! PHS could have lost if the girls did not continue to persevere and fight. But looking from jss point of view. It's really a pity that they lost cos they almost won. But both teams really played well today. Maybe PHS had a little luck more. Anyway, there's always next year. It's not to comfort anyone or what. But it's true. We lost to jss last year. Rena and maybelline they all actually promised that they would bring the champion trophy back this year. And they did it!!!!!!!!!! Well done girls!!!!!! We were super touched and our tears almost burst out. Also, our c girls were worth mentioning. They won cedar girls in the finals ytd. Though it was an accident but they had still done proud to PHS!!!! Our long awaiting double champ!!!! muahahahaaaaa~ =D

2005-04-03T21:23:00.000-07:00

satisfaction

I've not been mopping the floor since last friday. I can tell u my house is terribly untidy and the floor is sooooo dirty and being covered by a layer of dust and dropped hair. Bits of food are lying on the floor and have attracted queues of ants. Dead flies can also been found anywhere. That's actually a bit of exaggeration. Cos i'm still living happily with these. muahahahaaa~ But i really can't stand it anymore. I've also promised my daddy that i'll take care of it. So, i must be responsible!!!! After about 1.5 hr, i'm soooooooo satisfied with myself. The floor becomes sparking clean again!!!! Feel like rolling myself on the floor manz!!!!! *praise my diligence* ahahahaaa~ I also had to fix dinner for myself as my mami was working and daddy went overseas. There's still more clothes to iron after dinner. Also, there's clothes to be washed and hung. That's how i actually spent my sunday. I was left alone at home to handle all these housework. I thought my efforts would be appreciated by my mami when she came home and sort of give me a kiss of reward or something. But but but i received nothing but a sigh from her. Simply because i din clean the kitchen cabinets and her room furniture. HMPH! She's not satisfied at all!!!!!!! What to do?? She's always commenting alot and got that kind of attitude that i'm born to do housework. So, she assumes that i'm always free to wipe this and clean that. When i complain i don't have much time, she'll say got time to play ball no time to do these mehs? HMPH! i'm speechless!!!!!

Anyway, what's wrong with msn? It's hard to sign in these few days. *shrug*

2005-04-03T01:09:00.000-08:00

Life is full of uncertainties

Have u ever ask yourself? What can u be certain in your life?
Can u be certain that u will be a lawyer in the future?
Or can u even be certain of how long u can live?
Anyway, i'm not trying to be paranoid about anything.
I just find this very true.
So what if this and that happened today, does that mean the same things will happen tml?
I always believe that somehow or rather our lives are predestined.
But that doesn't mean we are not in control of our lives.
Cos we have the right to make our own choices.
But have u ever wonder why we will end up making this choice and not the other??
So, is it predestined that we'll make that very choice no matter how hard we think?
Sounds confused? A bit cos i'm also confused by myself toooo~
I'm like a total contradictor now.
So what about the uncertainties when our lives are predestined?? AHHHHHhhhhhhhh!

Anyway, david tao's jiu shi ai ni is damn nice!!!! It's on my repeat mode now!!!! catch it!!!! *strongly recommended*

2005-03-30T13:45:00.000-08:00

sick

As i've expected ytd, i really fall sick today with on and off fever, serious running nose since ytd, irritating sore throat and body aching. Though i had sense this bad signal, i went for training ytd instead of heading home to rest. I actually told the rest that i was ok and fit for training simply because i couldn't afford to miss any trainings. It's not because that i'm sooooo significant that the team can't train w/o me. But rather more on my selfish reason. I wanted to fight for what i believed was right. I don't want any opportunity to slip off me. I know this too well, the vb politics, about who getting into the team, who gets to play, the biasness and favourtism. Sometimes i feel that is really not about skills we are talking about, is all about favourtism. I know where i stand. I'm neither favoured by anyone nor skillful enough. If i get voted out of the team ultimately, i can understand. I wont get frustrated by then, i'll just leave quietly for good which will spell the end of my vb world for me. But my passion for it never die, i really really love playing it simply because i've found myself there. The feeling in court is something i can never find elsewhere. On the other hand, i'm extremely sicked of the vb politics which sometimes make me hopeless and confident-less.

Anyway, i'm really grateful for the great friends i've made through vb. They are my pillar of support. Their words of encouragement really give me the strength to go on. Trust me words of encouragement can really work wonders, even it's just simple words like "jia you". Special thanks to yan ling, u really made my day!!!! =)

2005-03-27T19:30:00.000-08:00

haisssssss
What's wrong with my comp again?? It's a little lagging sometimes even just after i have reformat!!!! *shrug* ARGHHhhhh~

I stayed at home the whole day. It's quite a coooooool sunday!!!! Cos it rains!!!! Such a nice weather for sleeping. But ironically i din manage to catch some sleep. Well, supposingly this is our last slacking weekend. I really cant imagine how my life will become after the orientation. New classes will be formed. Again, i'll see myself in a pool of unfamiliar faces. Will i regret that i've chosen a different combi?? *dun dare to think* I really love being with 1905 peeps. They are really really fun peeps!!!! But but but i hate econs at the same time. I know it's a waste of time for me to continue taking something which i detest alot. *really no point continuing* But i know i'll miss ra!!!! As for pong n cheeeee, they have left us!!!!! *saded* But fond memories remain~

laura...me...cindia...sarah...jieying

how lovely!!! =P

kimcheepongra~

1905 gals~

1905 guys wid mr woo~

1905 rox~

2005-03-27T00:10:00.000-08:00

OHHHhhhhh~
I've finally finally reformatted my comp!!!! all thanks to foo kai!!! hahahahaaa~ But i owe him 1 swensens ice cream. *so dun keeo niam me for it* i RMB!!!! hahahaaa~ Though my comp is functioning better now, it seems to have a little problem. But i duno what problem!!!! *jialat*

Anyway, i had lotsa fun playing ball today in phs with ajc-phs teamates cum grace!!!! muahahahahaa~ The feeling we had together in phs today was something beyond description. We were super high!!!!! Guess what?? We won PHS 3-2!!!! unbelievable?? The formation we played together was something we had never train before. We just came together and played for fun!!! Due to a lack of players, shanny played subset and so we had got no libero. No libero means our 2 precious tiffy n lili gotta defence themselves!!!! They were as high tooooo!!!! Tested and proven that they could survive w/o libero!!!! hahahahaaa~ *NICE* (",) After the game with our juniors, we just sat down and started talking from 5+pm all the way to 8+pm!!!! Seeeeeeee, girls are always like that. We just couldn't stop!!!! muahahahahaaa~ But poor ying tiff n shanny, they still gotta pia hw!!!! not like us sooooooo free got sooooooooo much time to waste!!!! hahahahaaa~ =P

2005-03-25T00:40:00.000-08:00

shrug
What are u thinking? Can't u just leave me alone instead of bombarding me qns?? I'm really not in the right state of mind now!!! If i pissed u off, i couldnt' be bothered!!!! There's soooo many things i wish to say. But my brain is really not functioning well now after 1 exhausting day of orientation cum training!!!! My thoughts are all over the place now, i'm toooooooo tired to organise them.

2005-03-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

ORIENTATION 2!!!

I had my orientation 2 in aj today. It's super boring when u get to experienced the same thing all over again esp the talks!!!! They can really bore us to tears n i actually doze off in audi!!! My head was tooo heavy for me to support n it dropped from time to time. muahahahaha~ But we were still fortunate to have those talks in audi. It's such a cool place for talks!!! esp at the gallery...nobody will know what u are doin. hahahahaaa~ I really think the day was super long n exhausting!!!! it literally stretched till 6pm!!!! How can they still expect us to be energetic by then?? Also, they starved us!!!! hahahaaa~ sooooooooo late then give us eat lunch!!!!

2005-03-18T23:06:00.000-08:00

ADIDAS SALE!!!
How many of u actually went to expo today? I guessed half of the s'pore population was there. I mean to exaggerate!!! hahahaaa~ But it's extremely crowded!!!!! Every corner was infested with human beings!!!! Even at the mrt station!!!! We had to make order queues to deposit our bags and also to enter the warehouse. It's really a common sight in s'pore. When there's a sale, u'll see people of all ages coming to snatch the best buy!!!! That applied to us as well. muahahahaa~ typical singaporean what to do? Anyway, the girls went earlier before me because i was still sleeping!!! When i was on my way there, i met wai hoe coincidentally on train. He was going to the sale as well!!! hahahaaa~ We actually saw quite a few familiar faces there. As i said, typical singaporeans!!! hahahaaa~ But well, i'm still glad i went. I managed to get some stuffs for myself!!!! hahahaaa~ though the queue of paying was super long, we were determined to buy!!!! n not pek chek half way n put back the stuffs!!! that's what the cashiers were trying to make us feel as their efficiency was zero.

2005-03-18T01:26:00.000-08:00

ohhhhhhhh i'm just too lazy to blog!!!!
Although we are having our march holidays now, i'm always busy and occupied. Don't really have much time for other things except vb. So, for eg blogging, i've got soooo much things to say, but just that i'm toooo tired to write more or even any!!!! To worsen situation, my CMI comp is always giving me nothing but problems!!!!
Anyway, these 2 days were occupied with vb!!!! ytd was the competition. It was super draggy!!!!! Today, we went for friendly in the morning with shss then after that we went down to shss to support a boys. Or were we targeting shss?? *ops* hahahaaa~ *kidding* oh well, what should i say? shss is damn gooooooooood!!!!!!!!! *solid* so it's really a tough fight for our a boys and without esmond it becomes tougher. But anyway, we never regret going down to support simply because we are from ajc!!!!!!! hahahhaaa~ noble hor?
We went to have dinner with the guys and mr chua at some wuloo place. hahahahaa~ somewhere in amk...They are really funny people!!! hahahahaaa~ They have this rule, we can't go until it's 12am!!! But some of us still left earlier about 10pm despite the rule. Anyway we tooook the wrong bus!!!!! Wrong as in we need to take a looooooooong looooong time to reach amk mrt station. Clever shu suggested we alight at 1 bus stop then take another bus. hahahahaa~ That's faster!!!!! We alighted before shu then i was left alone with the guys cos we taking mrt. The 4 of us took mrt together, horny, sk, qh and me. Let me tell u, sk is super cuuuuuuuute!!!!! he's also very innocent!!!!! like what shu said, when i stood beside him i'm like a pollutant, polluting his pure mind!!!! hahahahhaaa~ horny and i alighted together. Shu xian mu ma? muahahahhaaaa~ (",)

2005-03-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

This entry surposed to be up in the afternoon. But due to some unforseen circumstances, i just couldn't post it!!!!!! u should know why!!!

haissssssss...
My comp CMI again!!!! I just got to depend on its mood. If it's happy, i wont have any problem throughout the night. If it's not, it'll auto DC me the moment i come online. Or if it doesn't auto DC me, it's damn LAGGING!
Anyway, enough of complaints. Guess what i did ytd?? mauahahahaa~
In the afternoon, kim chee pong ra went for an outing!!!! hahahaaa~ or date?? But well, i'm still glad that all of us are free ytd afternoon. Then we went lucky plaza to play pool. So, guess guess... who is my pro? chee or pong?? hahahahaa~
the ans is both equally lan!!!!
*ops* zhen went hiding...
hahahahaa~ jk...
Both of them quite good actually. Laura is definitely a fast learner. She played pool for the first time ytd and she almost beat chee in the game!!!! hahahahaaa~ *mai siao siao*
About evening time, all of us split for some reasons. pong got his tribe outing, chee got his date with maple, and ra her dinner with her friend. Dont worry, i'm not alone. I went to meet up with my parents for a dinner with their friends at some restaurant. The dinner was damn cool, good food with the accompany of karoke in the VIP room. muahahahaa~ At 1030pm, the restaurant was closing, so the whole group of us decided to go sun tec k box for second round!!!! We were k-ing songs again at 11pm all the way to 3am!!!!!! In between, i was sitting there eating and still eating, munching t-bits and fries!!!! omg~ JIALAT!!! later i'll have to train harder to rid fats!!!!
Time for happy news!!!! i'm getting my long awaiting mp3 later before my training!!!!! WOOhooooooooo~

Anyway, i've finally gotten myself a green creative mp3 1 GB player. hahahahaaa~
Now i have to figure my way to transfer the songs!!!!

2005-03-13T13:14:00.000-08:00

This new layout is soooooooo much nicer then the previous one. Agree?
Anyway, i'm like having PMS these days. My moods change from extreme to extreme. So, if u find me not responding that much to u now as i were before. Just leave me ALONE!!! Or if i pissed u off, let it be. I'm just too tired to say things to make u happier.

2005-03-13T12:00:00.000-08:00

JIALAT!
My comp really CMI these days. It kept dc me every now and then. That's why if u suddenly see me disappearing while talking half way to u. PLS DON'T BLAME ME!!! They say my comp tio virus. I think it's true!!! So i'm going to reformat after transfering my songs to mp3 in a few days time. Anyway, I'm just too lazy to write more. *end*

2005-03-09T21:06:00.000-08:00

LEMONY SNICKET
I really enjoyed myeslf today!!!! Our class went to J8 after school for lunch and also to buy farewell gifts for our buddies. Many of us went there at first, but when it came to watching movie, there's only 4 of us left. pong chee laura n me... We were supposed to watch Hitch but due to some unforseen circumstances, we watched LEMONY SNICKET instead. Anyway, it's still a nice show worth watching. At least i din fall asleep. heeeeee~
After watching the movie, we literally dragged the guys to take prints with us. hahahaha~ Simply because they were reluctant at first, buay on at all!!!! But i was still glad that we actually took some prints afterall. Poor cheee, he announced himself bankrupt for the day after treating us to take the prints. I was no where better because i was left with only 5 bucks. hahahaha~ The richest by then was pong, won me by 1 buck. Laura was equally broke too. heeeee~ It's really fun being with them!!!! But how many of such days are we left with??? We had just started enjoying one another's presence but before we knew it, it's goin to end sooooooooon! Pretty sad, isn't it?

2005-03-06T21:50:00.000-08:00

I'm facing a dilemma now.
Should I buy creative MP3 player which is made in Singapore or some korean brand which says MADE IN KOREA? Before today, I thought creative was the best!!!! I was thinking of buying the zen micro with 5GB. I went to Sim Lim Square with my mummy just now. After asking many many shops, the cheapest deal I got was $345. That sales person was really good. He was very humorous and served us for a very long time. Unlike some other sales person we had come across, they were simply annoying!!! He provided me with many information. Somehow he managed to shift my attention to a korea brand and not solely promoting creative. From creative zen micro, he swtiched to dyne, a korean brand. He said korea produced better mp3 players with flash memory. He also sort of convinced me that a 512MB mp3 player would do. It's not necessary to get a 5GB one even though it's about 95 bucks more. I could compromise that for a better sound quality. So, I'm confused!!! However, I had learnt my lesson from my handphone incident. I don't want to be cheated by the sale person again!!! They always tend to recommend me something I had never take notice of and keep promoting it until i changed my mind not to buy the one I initially wanted to buy and buy something that was strongly recommended by the sales person. For this case, I wanted to buy creative micro zen intially but the sales person was promoting Dyne 512MB mp3 player at 250 bucks. The most appealing part about that Dyne mp3 player was its size and shape because it looked like a lipstick!!! 1 more plus point for that Dyne mp3 player. According to the sales person, he said it got international Fm, that meant I could get to listen to other radio stations in other countries. Sooo cooool rite? hahahaaaa~
So, what should i get?

2005-03-04T19:00:00.000-08:00

This i promise you

Ohh ohh...

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

oh manz...
I simply love this song to bits.
I know it's an old song.
Scold me lagger if you want.
hahahhaaaaa
This song sounds even nicer when it's sang by our band.
KIMCHEEPONG!!!
But sad to say we are going to disband soon.
I'll have to miss these guys sooooooon.
*sobz*
Cos we see our future in different places.
So, let's just enjoy the last 2 weeks as classmates in aj!!!

2005-02-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

sense of relief

The o's results are finally out. I think i've gotten what i deserved. I was expecting a better result simply because i thought i would do better then my prelims. But ideal cases dont't always exsist. So, I was a little disappointed or rather disheartened by my sciences and english grades. I've gotten a C6 for english and all B3 for the 3 sciences. But i'm considered lucky because i have HCL to back me up. Indeed, it never disappoint me. So, I am taking chinese A for sure. You must be wondering why am I blogging in such a different manner. Simply because I need to use standard english more frequently. According to lili, blogging in standard english is one way to practise for english. She got a B3 for english!!!! Her advice confirm must listen!!! heeeee~

Generally, my parents are still satisfied with my results but not my sister. She kept complaining that I got lousy grades just because she won me by 1 pt and she used english instead of HCL. She had been telling me off the whole night. I know very well she had good intention because she's anxious for my A's too. But she always say things in a not very nice way. That's why i don't like chatting with her. You'll probably be laughing at my childishness but it's really quite annoying when talking to her. I also don't know why things are like that between us. Maybe we have a big generation gap?? But she's not as matured as you thought. She's like a gan chiong spiderwoman now as she wants me to start my GP tuition now!!!! omg~ Frankly speaking, I'll get a GP tutor in the near future simply because i know i'm seriously weak in my english!!!!

I'm at the crossroad now. Not because I don't know which institude to go but i'm unsure of what subject combination I want to take...

2005-02-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

let's pray for the best for everyone of us!!!!
i dun wanna zi bi for the next 2 yrs...
i wan to enjoy my 2 yrs!!!!
pls grant mi good results!!!
cant imagine wad izzit like tml...
the tension...
the anxiety...
the fear...
AHHHHHHHHH...
i simply cant slp tonite!!!

2005-02-27T22:30:00.000-08:00

jialat!!!

now i super gan chiong...
cos i suddenly realised the letter i hold soooo dearly to...
is not my singpass...
lol...
wth!!!!
sum more det time i still argue wid shu say det it's not pink colour 1...
cos i tot i oredi gt the singpass...
AHHHHHH...
misinterpretation...!!!!
now den i start to panick sia...
arghhhhh...
bad sign lehz...
though there's 5 workin days for the registration...
the tot det everybody else gt their singpass except mi realli frightens mi...
AHHHHHHHH!!!

2005-02-26T23:57:00.000-08:00

People leave you because they are not joined to
you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't
make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean
that they are a bad person it just means that their
part in the story is over. And you've got to know
when people's part in your story is over so that
you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to
know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's
over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of
good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in
good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm
faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to
have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much
sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!
If you are holding on to something that doesn't
belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!

adopted frm chee n pong conversation...
but i found it really make sense!!!
pong u lan!!!
muahahahaaaa...

2005-02-26T22:00:00.000-08:00

wad can i say??

uncertainties??

i duno...

i suddenly lose my passion...

passion for?

everythin...

i cant find any purpose for anithin...

all i wanna do is...

sit n cry!!!

2005-02-25T23:45:00.000-08:00

SADDED

r the vb gals team havin soooo many prob???
det's accordin to the vb guys...
they kept sayin we had many prob...
but i cant realli see a prob in us...
the vb gals team...
but i noe our seniors main concern is det whether we the J1s r stayin after takin our o's results...
i believe they sincerely wan us to stay in aj...
n i do lurve to stay...
cos i've told myself...
no matter wad...
i'll stuck my butt in aj...
squeeze oso wanna squeeze...
cos i see my future in aj...
i noe sum of my seniors will start questionin mi...
"but sum of ur click members leavin lehz"
yesh i noe...
cos they see their future else where...
they r certained of their wants n goals...
juz like i'm certained of being an aj-cian for the next 2 yrs...
of cos...
i'll b more den happie if they really stay in aj...
but i wont simply leave aj if they r leavin...
it's bout our own future...
n not peer pressure...
agree?
i'm kinda sadded bout 1 thing...
the sentence li n shu told mi kept circulatin in my mind...
juz when i felt commited to the team...
i suddenly realised det i'm not wanted...
mayb she's tooo pissed when she said det sentence...
but still to b honest...
my heart piangz...
how i wish i din noe anithin...
cos ignorance is a bliss!!!!

2005-02-25T13:20:00.000-08:00

PON SCH!!!!
i shld say a self declared rest day for mi...
if u had went thru last nite trainin...
u'll noe y...
it's a total nightmare...
wid det stupid chao gay!!!
our life becum even more miserable...
he made us do physical trainin...
n all those streneous excises that he felt that would make us stronger...
i broke down literally...
after spinnin arnd the ball...
clockwise n anti-clockwise...
i bang onto walls...
n collapsed...
but no one came forward to help mi...
"i gotta stand up myself"...
det's wad i heard frm det chao gay!!!!
he's like trainin soldiers for battles!!!!
mental torture...
child abuse...
det's wad i can use to describe the trainin we've undergone ytd nite...
but nonetheless...
i'll still go for tml's trainin...
cos i feel bonded to the team...
it's the spirit of the team det spur mi to keep on goin...
n not det chao gay's PT!!!!!!
i feel responsible for the team...
cos i'm part of it...
n i've oredi chosen to stay for the teamno matter wad...
so i'm in for it...

2005-02-23T15:30:00.000-08:00

do u noe det i'm late for sch today?!!!!
it's ok if u duno...
cos i'm goin to repeat my storie again...
heeee...

a wierd dream had caused mi to wake up at 5am tis mornin...!!!
den felt it was kinda earli...
cos i was supposed to wake up at 6am...
so i went back to slp again...
tinkin det i'll confirm wake up at 6am...
but hu noes...
the next moment i'm awake...
it's oredi 7am!!!!
when my mommie came knockin hard at my door...
i was like gan chiong spider manz!!!!
it's oredi super late...
summore i still haben packed my stuffs...
i've gt mornin PE...afternoon special trainin...n vb dinner...
so i was tinkin i need to bring lots n lots of stuffs...
but at det time...
my brain cant function properly anymore...
so i juz grabbed anythin n fled!!!!!
i was lucky to have my uncle waitin for mi downstairs to fetch mi to the mrt station...
i knew i was damn late...
so instead of speedin to aj gate...
i walked leisurely...
lol...
but too bad i din meet any sexy mole along my way...
*not as fortuanate as shu*
hahahahaaa...
hmmmm...
guess today is LATE DAY...
i tot i was the latest...
but i'm wrong...
there's more!!!!
but mostly J2s...
n i saw TIFF!!!
hahahaha...
so guess wad punishment i've gt??
i juz gave them my ez-link card...
duno wad they deal wid it...
n i'm FREE!!!
muahahahahaaa...
unlike PHS...
late muz run 10 rounds...
siao 1 manz!!!!
i'm soooo glad i went the diff route after alightin at yck!!!
*phew*
heeeeee...

the special trainin is cancelled last min!!!!
so i'm sooooo earli today...
but later we've gt vb dinner at ghim tin!!!!
my restuarant!!!!!!
muahahahahaaa...
it's our chance to make a hole in chua's pocket!!!!
hahahahaaaa...*winkz*

2005-02-22T21:40:00.000-08:00

i'm super pissed off wid my com ytd!!!!
kept kana dc now n den...
so if u happened to tok to mi ytd online...
n i din reply u...
pls dun blame mi k?!!!
*point at my com*

guess wad we did today!!!
or shld i say mi??
hahahaaa...
we J1 mass pon trainin!!!!!
woOhOo~
*claps*
muz gif chua sum colour see see...
we r not easy victims to b bullied!!!!
muahahahaha...
guess he's kinda pissed off~
cos onli 5 went trainin!!!
hahahaha...
det's our main purpose!!!
to piss him off~

n ware were we??
watchin hide n seek!!!
muahahahaaaa...
it's a great show...
i'll give 5 stars...
cos the story kinda make sense!!!
the 2 sides personality of man...
it's not bout spirits...
but the ugly side of man!!!!

1 last thing...
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to deeeee...
u r lucky cos i've decided to spare u frm eggs!!!!
muahahaha...
aniwae...
still hope u've a great n fun day!!!

2005-02-20T00:07:00.000-08:00

FUN N STILL FUN!!!!
realli went crazy today...
play n play...
frm mornin till nite...
but the bbq was not as fun as i tot...
kinda dead...
cos we din realli get to interact wid our seniors...
more of class bondin...
lol...
but of cos...
i'm not sayin my class dead lol...
juz det i'm super shagged!!!
how can i still b hyper active after 3 full hr of trainin...
rite??
but still...
realli wanna thank my angel!!!!
for his gift...
hand made stars...
n my fav pooh!!!
muahahahaaa...
guys hu made things by themselves nv fail to make gals smile...
like stars...cranes...or even cheesecakes!!!
lol...
hahahaaa...
i shld say it's a plus pt for the guys...

k lahz...
i'm super shagged now...
but i still need to sayang my or chei knee!!!!
it hurts!!!!
i dread tml...
all i wanna do is slp n still slp...
cos i noe the moment i wake up tml...
*mug n still mug*!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH~
*scream*

2005-02-18T23:25:00.000-08:00

weekend is finally here!!!!
wooHOo~
ahahahaaaa...
cant wait for tml to cum!!!!
it'll b sooooo excitin!!!!
wid a packed list of activities!!!!
1st thing in e mornin!!!
aj funfair...
hahaha...
though it's a mini version...
i'm lookin forward to it...
cos i get to EAT!!!!
hahahahaaaa...

den slot in our trainin...
after the fun fair!!!
lol...
yesh yesh...
MUST TRAIN!!!
we wan CHAMPION!!!
we wan CHAMPION!!!
we wan CHAMPION!!!
*chantin away*

den the most excitin part!!!!
the class gatherin wid 19/04...
den they goin to reveal the angel or mortal thingy!!!
hahaha...
*jumps*
hahaha...
but well...
hu noes wad will happen tml?!!!
*uncertainty*
but i juz wan to make my day GREAT!!!!
as happie as i can b!!!!

2005-02-15T22:13:00.000-08:00

LOST N FOUND!!!!!
i nearly lost my ez-link card for good today!!!!!
juz when i was bout to take mrt...
i den realised it's missin!!!!!
den i started to recall...
all thnx to pool!!!!
i went to play pool wid my classmates after sch...
n i actually forgot to take my ez-link card back!!!!!
n the receptionist oso bery farnie!!!!
duno how to return back to mi!!!!!
lol...
den i happily walked off the place w/o knowin det i din take back my ez-link card...
but my beloved xiany decided to acc mi back to the grassroot club to find my ez-link...
even though she had went in the gate oredi...
so thnx a million gal!!!!

but now i'm freakin pissed!!!!
cos just when i bout to reach my hse...
i stepped on sth!!!!
sth horrible!!!!
it's not mud...
but SHIT!!!!!
wt!!!! abcdefg...*&#&^@%#!)(@)*$#($&*(#*
i din realise det until i went into the lift...
cos it stinks!!!!!
den i started wonderin wad did i step on??!!!
n i've spent quite alot of time washin the sole of my shoe!!!!!
clearin away others mess!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHH...
actually the trainin ended pretty earli...
but when i settled down n rest...
it's oredi 10pm!!!!!
n i still gotta chiong my tutorials!!!!!
lol........

*i'm still pissed*

2005-02-14T21:09:00.000-08:00

TRUELY MADLY DEEPLY~

juz heard tis song over perfect 10 when i was bloggin!!!!
a perfect song to hear durin v-day!!!
muahahaaaa...
yesh yesh...
today is the day of sharin n carin...
i had made 14 packets of choco ytd nite!!!
nice number rite?!!!
but i din realise det until i counted tis mornin...
muahahahaaa...
but my choco like not bery standard...
cos i've put the choco inside the bag even b4 it starts to solidfy...
pai seh ah...
so sum gt realli UGLY choco...
heeee...
but aniwae...
dee said it's nice!!!!
muahahahaaaa...
at least sumone still appreciated my effort sum how...
heeee...
dun worrie dee...
i guarantee i make more nicer n standard choco next time...
wid more nuts n corn flakes ya?
i've received quite alot of small cute gifts frm my dear frens...
heeeee...
more of choco!!!
oh ya...
i muz realli make tis SPECIAL THANKS to my angel...
he's sooooooo nice...
cos he bought mi royce choco!!!!
i din noe det brand b4...
*sua ku mi*
but accordin to li...
she said it's a super ex choco!!!!
n even the packagin is sooooo nice...
cant bear to open it n eat it...
AHHHHHHHHH...
*frame it frame it*
n all i did for him was the 2 pathetic choco...
hahahaaa...
cos i'm fair mah...
everybody gets the same thing frm mi...
heeee...
but aniwae...
u wont expect mi to do tis today!!!!
i've actually made a packet for him!!!!
but of cos...
timid zhen still dun dare to gif him herself...
but thank God she gt a super nice classmate hu actually helped her to pass to him...
heeee...
BIG thankew!!! *winkz*
aiya...
i dun expect anithin in return...
juz hope det he'll appreciate my effort...
lol...
as simple as det...
n still...
i gotta remind myself...
HE'S ATTACHED!!!!
muahahaaa...
juz hope det his gf wont make a big fuss over det...
heeeee...

trainin resumes tml~
hooray!!!!
can finally start burnin the OIL i've gained over the CNY...
lol...
heeee...
i'm oso lookin forward to wed n thurs PE...
muahahahaaaa...

n ya...
i've screwed my phy CT too!!!
dee i'm wid ya!!!!
heeee...

HAPPIE VALENTINE DAY TO ALL SINGLES N COUPLES!!!!

*zhu you qing ren zhong chen quan shu*
*you qing ren you yong xin fu kuai le*

2005-02-13T23:06:00.000-08:00

had a great day today!!!!
in the afternoon...
i had a small pri sch gatherin wid ching n shu...
hahaha...
quite pathetic lahz...
onli 3 ppl...
lol...
but aniwae...
ching is still a great company...
hahaha...
she's easily amused...
den we went to hong bao river...
gt tis wishin well...
den mi n shu both hit the sheng yi xin long bell...
lol...
hahaaa...
det's not we wanted...
but still beta den nth...
heeee...
den on our way to mrt station...
we saw maybel n her gang...
hahahaaa...
our juniors!!!!!
n guess hu we saw?!!!!
MR YEO!!!
EDWIN YEO!!!
muahahaaaa...
duno is qiao or still qiao??
saw him twice in a roll everytime we went town!!!!!
n i did mention to shu b4 hand when we juz reached city hall...
"wad if we saw edwin they all today?"
n her reply was...
"IMPOSSIBLE"
den if gt zk rite?
she confirm go straight n tel him...
"i lurve u"
muahahaaaaaa...
but too bad zk not wid them...
lol...
if not gt hao xi kan liaoz...
hahaaaa...

aniwae...
juz had steamboat wid my big family juz now...
soooo heartwarmin!!!!
heeee...
lurve steamboat!!!
but i hate the work i gotta do after det!!!!
moppin the floor...
lol...
oh ya...
i spent quite alot of time makin choco too...
but duno nice anot...
heee...
so if u din get it frm mi tml...
u r saved!!!!
hahaaaa...
well...
tml seems to b fun...
wid an atmosphere of love...
hahahaa...
but i dread phy test!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH~

2005-02-12T21:15:00.000-08:00

how i wish i've gt sound proof walls in my room now!!!!
i'm hearin karoke singing...
plus mahjong noise...
ahhhhh...
*noise pollution*
i've gt no choice...
but to maxmise my hi5 vol!!!!

i wanna go out wid the gals tml...
but i gotta reached hm by 6pm...
sorrie lehz...
can compromise for mi...??
den i leave earlier...
u all go enjoy the ang bao river...
it's ok rite??

2005-02-12T13:05:00.000-08:00

tel u a super duper malu thing!!!!!
i tot liang wang's bdae is today...
my pri sch fren...
cos i saved his bdae on my fone...
TODAY!!!!
but dun seem right...
cos i rmb his bdae is on jan...
but duno y my fone says today...
so nvm...
as a concerned fren...
i still send him a msg to wish him happie bdae...
but hu noes...
he replied n said over liaoz...
not today...
den duno y i read sth like his bdae last week...
den i replied...
happie belated bdae!!!
again...
i maluated myself...!!!!
it's LAST MONTH!!!
det's his reply...
AHHHHHHHHHHH...
*feel like diggin a hole*

aniwae...
my det classmate went to dig sum infor bout BP...
he told mi det BP gt no hp!!!!
can u believe det??
n his reason is det...
"i dun like"...
wau seh...
shuai rite?!!!
how can ppl survive w/o hp nowadays...??
hahaha...
n he still told my classmate det he's not attached...
lol...
det's another lie...
*LIAR*

2005-02-11T22:50:00.000-08:00

tokin to my classmate now...
he's sooooo farnie...
the one hu broke the guitar...
ahahahaaa...
n guess wad...
he noes how to bake a cake...
lol...
rasberry cheese cake...
can u believe guys can make cakes??!!!
it sounds soooo unbelievable rite?
muahahaha...

mayb i'm goin to make sth for BP...
den ask my classmate to pass to him on v-day...
but do u tink i'll chicken out last min...??
*high possibility*
muahahaha...

2005-02-11T21:15:00.000-08:00

juz finished readin n understandin lili's chimology...
her chance n choice...
hahahahaaaa...

yesh yesh...
CONSTANTINE
MUZ WATCH!!!
i realli lurve det movie...
or shld i say keanu reeves??
muahahaha...
i dun mind to haf dinner wid him on valentine's day...
ahahahaaa...
*knock*
stop dreamin lahz...
hahahaha...
aniwae catched the movie at j8 wid xiany n her fren...
or shld i say suitor??
muahahaha...
so i feel wired there...
BRIGT STUDENT...
bet he's cursin n swearin at mi thru out the whole movie!!!!
hahaha...
but still...
it's his treat~!!!
so i've watched it FOC...
muahahaha...
jialat...
i sound soooo auntie sia...
heeee...

hmmmm...wad shld i do tml??!!!
*stares at the screen*

2005-02-10T16:00:00.000-08:00

phew...
juz reached hm frm my 2nd aunt's place...
it's soooo hot nowadays!!!!
walk under the sun like can kana roasted lidat...
lol...
the weather juz makes mi sleepy~!!!!
feel like sleepin wid air con!!!
it's heaven~
well...tml gotta go back to sch liaoz...
*sianzation*
if pon oso stay at hm rot lahz...
so might as well go sch to see my bp...
muahahaha...
juz pray hard det he goes sch tml...
heeee...
k lahz...
later i'm followin my er shu n er shen to their fren hse...
hahaha...
heard it's a big hse...
muahahaha...
n gd food!!!!
hahahaha...

2005-02-09T19:00:00.000-08:00

tis is e 1st time i break free frm tradition!!!!
i reached hm super early...
after visitin my two grannys' hse...
it's onli 11.30am!!!!!
sooooo earli rite?!!!!!
so wad am i goin to do for the whole afternoon??
stay at hm to stone?!!!!!
NO WAY!!!!
so i suggested goin to my 2nd aunt's niang jia...
hahahaha...
though i'm not closely related to them...
i wanna go...
instead of stayin at hm!!!!
but anyway...
they still recognised mi lahz...
even after yrs of not seein them!!!!
heeeee...
i feel soooo welcome there!!!!
muahahahaha~
guess wad i'm havin for dinner??
maggie mee lolssss...

2005-02-08T23:55:00.000-08:00

yesh yesh...
i changed skin again!!!
cos of yan ling!!!!
the story she told li...
n li had repeated soooo many times to us...
hahahaha...
accordin to her...
dragon babies wang colour for ji nian...
is black!!!!!
muahahaha...
so i wan wang wang!!!!
ahahahaaaa...

2005-02-08T23:40:00.000-08:00

can u gif mi more strength?!!!!!!!
i haf been workin non-stop ever since i stepped into my hse after my shoppin trip wid shu li n dee today!!!!
i cleaned up my room in the afternoon...
it looks my neater n CLEAN now...
*satisfied*
den i'm ORDERED by my mum to wipe tis wipe det...
vacuum the floor...
mop the floor...
wash the clothes...
fold the clothes...
iron the clothes...
i'm onli takin a rest when i'm eatin the reunion dinner...
n after my reunion dinner...
i stayed at my grandma's hse to b a washer!!!
haf washed more den 16 ppl usage of utensils...
though it's voluntary...
it's FREE LABOUR~!!!
lol...
hahaha...
but i enjoyed washin the plates n bowls...
at least i'm not being ordered bout...
i'm free to do wad i wan to do!!!
hahaha...
but it's quite a stupid thing to do rite?!!!!
lol...
heeee...

oh ya...
haf been doin last min shoppin these 2 days...
*bian tai sia*
cos all u see in town...
crowds n still crowds...
last nite reached hm bout 1030pm!!!!
today was much more early...
cos of the SPRING CLEAN~!
ahhhhhhhhhhh...
i need more strength desperately!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-06T22:34:00.000-08:00

wauuuuu...juz realise wad li said was correct!!!!
the music of blog can get a little irritatin at times...
hahaha...
k lahz...
i changed~!!!!

ohhhhh...
i lurve next week!!!!
e entire week!!!!
muahahaha...
if there's no maths CT tml...
the week will b perfect!!!!!